“Being Here” by Carl Boon


Just being here,
which is to say the frying
of omelets, the making of coffee,
the daily crossword
and the broken heart,
is almost enough. Today
I folded towels and stacked them
in the closet. I brushed my teeth
and sought magpies
through the window. Today
I held my daughter’s
plastic dinosaurs and watched
the stars she stuck on the ceiling
a decade ago. Today I made myself
glad with the almost,
and read a Neruda poem
chosen at random
and Bishop’s “In the Waiting Room.”
Today I was pretty good,
and pressed my mother’s
wedding dress for no reason.
I didn’t drown or berate the rain.
I ate potato chips.
I drank two beers.
This is the work of life;
this is what it means to be
in silence and await tomorrow’s.


Carl Boon is the author of the full-length collection Places & Names: Poems (The Nasiona Press, 2019). He received his Ph.D. in Twentieth-Century American Literature from Ohio University in 2007, and currently lives in Izmir, Turkey, where St. Paul trode. He teaches courses in American culture and literature at Dokuz Eylül University.