“Grief’s Dance” by Shelley Smithson


Your ache splits the rays of sunshine
Scatters the light through the clouds
Drenching the days with dreams raining down
Just to rise again with the heat of your heart

In songs of birds, in the flapping of their wings
Your love story carries on—
The beating wind, leaves lush and eager
Spinning through the air to the ground

Softening your path as you search
Thrusting your hands upwards to the hushed sky
You feel him now, a timeless canopy —
In fields you dance with the fireflies


Shelley Smithson is an emerging poet, writing for the love of expressing emotions in the form of images and phrases. She is a psychotherapist in her professional life and loves being in nature with family and friends. She relishes beating her husband at cribbage and likes dark cloudy days as much as the sunshine days of her home town of Elk Rapids, MI.

“Licking Fingers” by Michael Guillebeau


Granny can’t shell
boiled peanuts no more
but when I strip away the hard shells,
give her my little prizes,
she sure can smack her lips and cry
“Some good!”

I wrote that last week
as she sat at the kitchen table,
toothless and cackling and crazy alive.
Now I crack and peel
my little pile of prizes
for an empty table.

I can’t eat them today without her.
But I still lick my fingers
for that salty tear taste
of some good memories.


Michael Guillebeau has published seven novels and 41 stories, and a few poems.

“A Lens of Hope for my Younger Self” by Angela Moore


Sometimes on nice days.
I clear my mind…and use my innermost lens.
Taking mental snapshots of where we landed.
I do this because.
I want you to see with your own eyes.
That you were so very wrong.
I was able to make you proud.
Us proud.


Angela Moore currently works at Yale University in the Beinecke Rare Book & Manuscript Library. She enjoys writing poetry and relaxing with coloring books.

“XVI” by J Martin


I used to fall
Face first

Now
I don’t even move

There are enough miles
In those dead end towns
And neon streets
To close down
Any parlour

Not of the flesh
But of the mind

This quiet space
This country village

It calms the need for more

No motorbikes
No mopeds

No waking up
On the side of some road

The morning here
Brings fresh air

I steep
I don’t stir

These passing leaves


J H Martin is from London, England but has no fixed abode. For more information, please visit: https://acoatforamonkey.wordpress.com/

“Laugh” by John Tustin


I laughed bitterly
When she told me
What she was about to do to me

And as the years passed
Everything she was about to do to me
Has painstakingly been done.

I wince at the incisions,
The wounds ever raw.
I try to laugh but no sound comes.

I think about that,
Blinded by my innocence and tears.
It’s her turn to laugh now

And she does.


John Tustin is currently suffering in exile on the island of Elba but hopes to return to you soon. fritzware.com/johntustinpoetry contains links to his published poetry online.

“The Case of Stars” by James B. Nicola


Even when the night air’s still
the sky and all that fills it will
not merely be, but twinkle, writhe, and wink.

One such night without a breeze
I camped by a lake enclosed by trees
and, staring at it, knew not what to think:

In the lake, the low and innocent
had seemed to swallow the firmament—
the moon herself and every constellation—

as if each being in the sky
with all its aches, as well as I,
had accepted a humble invitation

by cloning itself, then sent the clone
so the lake would not be so alone.
Alone, unseen, I suddenly stripped and dove

and, holding my breath, diving deeper yet,
I felt, with the darkness and the wet,
a tingle. Call it “universal love.”

When later I was drying in
the moonlight, I observed how my skin
wore a thousand starlit sequins—from the dive—

and, panting, came to realize
a secret of the still night skies:
That stars don’t only twinkle, writhe
and wink, but, with our mindless, blithe
emergences, will breathe, as if alive.


James B. Nicola, a returning contributor, is the author of six collections of poetry, the latest being Fires of Heaven: Poems of Faith and Sense. His decades of working in the theater culminated in the nonfiction book Playing the Audience: The Practical Guide to Live Performance, which won a Choice award.

“Lost Winter” by Elizabeth Merrick


No snow all season,
just relentless
rain and longing for
something bracing to hold
us up in the face of
everything. Every day
rain paints sidewalks dark gray,
circles drains, deadens
the gaze. This is the lost
winter of a disappeared
year, but how to even dare say
lost when so many
are gone and we remain?


Elizabeth L. Merrick lives in Somerville, Massachusetts. She and poetry have stayed together through thick and thin. She loves poetry that sees deeply into everyday moments, and that is her fondest aspiration for her own writing. Elizabeth is also a clinical social worker and health researcher.

“Spring Zephyr” by Caitlin Gemmell


I can’t resist a wind
that opens its arms to me,
swooping down to play
ruffles my hair and creates
starry music.
  This
    crisp
      giggle breeze,
her voice clearly singing
notes of “Pachelbel’s Canon”
seemed to be struck with
      fever
        bliss


Caitlin Gemmell is a writer and artist living on top of a hill in upstate New York. When not writing or creating, she spends her days: drinking tea, foraging for wild edibles, tending her garden, and wrangling her child, chickens, and a pig (who wandered here one summer night and never left).

“My Backpack” by Andy Betz


My backpack contains all that I have lost, and never can recover.

The sheer volume of the contents is only surpassed by the weight each provided in the metaphoric instability of my life.

I should carry the contents for the entire world to see, and one special person to realize I do believe the non-tangibles of life indeed have value greater than the price at which I sold them.

In order of discovery, my backpack contains:

How I lost my way. Whether it was through life or a single day, my decisions have not amounted to anything one would recognize as successful.

How I lost my virginity. Offered at a discount, combined with underage beer goggles, the entire experience was not worth the effort given or the notoriety acquired.

How and when I lost my dignity. Another fiasco predicated on a dare, tequila, and the advent of VHS tape. Greatness thrives in the memory of the impressed. Stupidity lurks forever beneath a thin veneer of respectability.

How I lost my childhood. No one should eagerly accept the yoke of service for the pittance it remits to 9 year olds.

How I lost my hope. Twelve years old and still laboring at the same position.

How I lost time. I went to sleep last night at the age of 10. I awoke this morning nearly 50 years old. I have the memories of my history. However, I no longer have the memories of the time I spent collecting each.

How I lost my place while reading. Bookmarks are cheap and worth the price.

How I lost my nerve. I could have balked. I should have interrupted and spoke my mind when Elizabeth stood at the altar and took another as her husband.

How I lost my will. I had the chance to propose first. I had the opportunity to make her happy before she met him. I could have worked. If only . . .

How I lost my cookies (vomited). The anniversary of the last two events. Beats sour grapes, but tastes worse.

How I lost my heart when she broke it. Elizabeth cared for all hearts. My rebound to Elizabeth, her sister, Audrey, feasted on all hearts. Just because the last name is the same, does not insure the first feelings are.

How I lost my patience. I let 27 years elapse waiting for the perfect woman. None with these prerequisite credentials exists.

How I lost my cool. One bar, one bottle of tequila, and one too many sorrows told to one too many people who didn’t want to listen resulting in one too many punches and one too many police arriving.

How I lost my soul. The last refuge of a desperate man is to claim possession of that which he knows he lost first. Only in retrospect does one realize the true cost of a life poorly lived.

I now intend to keep my backpack closed forever.  It has served its purpose well.


Andy Betz has tutored and taught in excess of 40 years. He lives in 1974, and has been married for 29 years. His works are found everywhere a search engine operates.

“Zagreb” by Natasha Moskaljov


She became Paris that night
we walked through her gut,
cobbled streets, blood cells

on feet and clacking heels,
dancing tongues, shimmering
insides. My city I ran from.

She glides with stillness letting
us pass. She never held me tight.
Not to plant me, not to help my fall.

I tasted her spit, scraped dirt
out of my ears. Beauty fades
in the eyes that know. New

is always sensitive to touch.
Much like a new perfume
she tickled my scalp.

Her air breathes me when I
forget to inhale. We always do
when the light hits the spot.

I don’t want to come back.
I’m keeping her like that.


Natasha Moskaljov is an emerging writer and yoga teacher from Croatia. She’s currently based in Tenerife, Spain working on her fiction, poetry, and learning how to sail.